Grief and Struggle
Journal Entry Oct 12, 2021 #1 My Struggle and Mix-up thoughts. I never thought I would meet someone that I will feel at ease with Someone who understands me…. Who desire me for what I have to offer. I feel this intense connection when I never met him. It scares me but excites me at the same time. Once your heart has been broken you wonder if you are ready to open it again. Life is hard and it’s hard to open your heart again. It’s the fear of it being broken again. How do you let someone in and let the pain go? I have to admit that I’m scared of letting someone into my heart again. I’m grieving my dad. I was supposed to call him before he died. The fact that I didn’t has me stuck and it making it worse. I love him like he was my dad. He was a good dad that I’m so going to miss. You never miss someone until they are truly gone. I just wish I got the chance to tell him how much I love him and appreciate him for taking on the father role when my dad wasn’t’ there. I ...